gerbear, i don't think you need 'help', i think you need a second job, so you can buy 'em all!

listen....sometime, when i think i have G.A.S. (gear acquisition syndrome) for a new guitar, i'm going to take that zoom H1 i use to record, and go to some music stores...and play them into the h1. then i'm going to go home and listen on headphones.
does that sound like something that would help you at all? the h1s are cheap ($100) and if mine broke, i'd buy another one. not having it would 'stop a lot of music' for me.
yeah, pic. i'm not asking your age-none a my bidness....somewhere in my 30s, i got drifting towards 'simple'. complexity was killing me. the older i get, the more i'm getting rid of 'complex'. sometimes, an apple is just...an apple. i don't need cinnamon, wine, cheese, a stick and taffy or fudge or carmel or whatever to enjoy it.